My Victory Voyage – Page 5 – REACHING HURTING WOMEN MINISTRIES

In MY VICTORY VOYAGE I’m sharing the trials I’ve faced and how God’s faithfulness carried me through. Join me on the 2nd Friday of each month in 2025 as we reflect on His restoration and grace.

It was a cold November evening around 9 p.m. when my husband and I were driving home with our pups after a nice day trip. The roads were calm, or so I thought. Out of nowhere, a corvette, racing at what must have been at least 100 miles per hour, ran a red light and missed our car by mere inches. The moment felt surreal—time seemed to freeze as I realized just how close we came to disaster. My heart pounded, my hands trembled on the wheel, and a deep, chilling fear took root in my soul.

In the days that followed, that fear grew. At first, it was driving at night that became a source of anxiety. Then, it spread further—I began to feel afraid of leaving the house altogether. Fear had gripped me in a way I had never experienced before, and I knew it wasn’t something I could ignore.

The Struggle with Fear

For weeks, I wrestled with fear. Every time I got behind the wheel, memories of that near-accident flooded my mind. I prayed but felt like I was still stuck in the shadows of “what if.” Fear made familiar things feel unreal, and the unknown seem insurmountable.

Eventually, I reached a breaking point and realized that if I didn’t confront this fear, it could control me for the rest of my life. I turned to God’s Word, seeking His guidance and comfort. Scripture became my lifeline, and through it, I began to understand fear for what it really is: a liar.

Finding Strength in God’s Word

One verse that stood out to me was Isaiah 41:10:

“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

This promise reminded me that I was not alone in my struggle. God was with me, strengthening me, helping me take one small step at a time. While I still struggle with driving on highways, I’ve seen progress that only God could bring. His Word has been a constant source of peace, gently replacing my fear with trust.

Encouragement for the Journey

To anyone reading this who feels paralyzed by fear, please know that you are not alone. Fear often tries to convince us that we’re powerless, but that is far from the truth. God’s truth is stronger than any lie fear tries to tell us. Start by surrendering your fear to Him and seek His promises in scripture. He is faithful to guide you through the unknown.

Remember: courage isn’t the absence of fear but choosing to trust God in the midst of it.

A Closing Note of Hope

While my journey with fear isn’t over, I am learning to face the unknown with God by my side. Each day, I choose to trust Him a little more, and with each step forward, I am reminded that His perfect love casts out fear. The road ahead may still feel uncertain, but I am confident in this: God is my refuge, and He is with me every step of the way.

Victory Song

One song that has been a powerful reminder for me during this time is “Fear Is a Liar” by Zach Williams. Its lyrics remind us of the lies fear tells and the truth of God’s love. I encourage you to give it a listen and let its message encourage your heart. Be blessed… T

In MY VICTORY VOYAGE I’m sharing the trials I’ve faced and how God’s faithfulness carried me through. Join me on the 2nd Friday of each month in 2025 as we reflect on His restoration and grace.

The storm isn’t just outside—it’s within me. When depression and anxiety take hold, a heavy cloud descends on my spirit, soul and body, leaving me feeling stifled and struggling to breathe.

This is when it is critical to turn to God’s Word. I go directly to the topical section in my Life Application Study Bible and find a verse that speaks to the moment—whether it’s fear, worry, sadness, or something else. When I discover a verse that resonates, I meditate on it, seeking specific applications for my situation.

When the storms of life affect our mental and spiritual health, it’s vital to remember that our identity is in Christ, not in the opinions or misconceptions of others. Experiencing anxiety or depression doesn’t diminish our faith. On the contrary, I believe it can help deepen our reliance on God if we allow it to by connecting ourselves to The Anchor—Jesus Christ!

“We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure.” — Hebrews 6:19

An anchor secures a ship in turbulent waters, keeping it from capsizing or drifting away. It doesn’t stop the storm, but it keeps the ship from being destroyed. In the same way, God doesn’t always calm our storms immediately, but He anchors us in His love, promises and peace. When I feel tossed around by my emotions, I remind myself that I am anchored to Jesus!

Our journey through depression and anxiety isn’t always a straight path, nor is it always quick. But I’ve experienced the faithfulness of God in big and small ways—sometimes through the most unlikely people or events.

Holidays are often the most difficult. With loss of family and grandchildren far away that can be a challenging season. During those times, I lean into the Lord, trusting that even small steps forward are progress.

Through my journey, I’ve discovered spiritual practices that help me connect with God and steady my heart when the storm feels overwhelming. These practices have been a source of comfort and growth, and I want to share them with you.

Spiritual Practices

Soaking Worship: Lay down or sit quietly and listen to a worship song like the one attached below. Giving everything to God while praising Him in those few minutes brings peace.

Breath Prayers: Sit quietly and inhale, saying, “Lord, You are my peace.” Then exhale, saying, “I trust in You.”

Journal Your Prayers and Victories: Writing even just a few words each day can help you process your feelings, challenges, and resolutions. Looking back to see answered prayers reveals how and where God has been faithful in your journey.

Scripture Meditation: God’s Word has the power to calm your mind while also reminding you that He is present with you. If you don’t know where to start, write down the verse below on a simple 3×5 card or Sticky note. Repeat it to yourself during anxious moments—it will help.

I was very worried. But you comforted me and made me happy. ~ Psalm 94:19 (New Century Version)

Dear reader, you’re not alone in this journey. If you’re facing a storm, remember that God is your anchor. His promises are firm and secure, no matter the waves. Join me here next month as we continue our Victory Voyage, trusting in His faithfulness together.